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HELLO EVERYONE YOU HAVE JUST ENTERED THE WORLD OF MOICIARA... WHERE THE DRAMA STARTS, STOPS, AND BEGINS WITH AN INVITATION OF NONEXISTENCE MY NAME FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW IS BENJAMIN BUT I HAVE BEEN KNOW TO BE CALLED BEN FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT REALLY KNOW ME AND THOSE WHO DO VERY WELL CAN CALL ME (BENJI) ITS VERY RARE FOR PEOPLE 2 CALL ME THAT! BUT ANYWAYS IM FROM CHICAGO,IL AND I WAS BORN AND RAISED THERE UNTIL I MOVED TO GARY,IN WHERE MY LIFE BECAME MY LOVE WHEN I WAS STARTING TO BECOME A PERSON WHO'S VALUES WERENT QUITE THERE AND RESPECT OF MY OWN HAD'NT BEEN FOUND I FOUND IT ALL MY FRESHMEN YEAR AT "EMERSON VISUAL AND PERFOMING ARTS" THAT SCHOOL AMAZED ME SO MANY PEOPLE IT WAS LIKE AN JUNGLE AND I WAS JUST TRYING TO FIND ME AN PLACE WHERE I CAN BECOME MY OWN *WRONG* INSTEAD I FOUND OUT HOW REALLY TRULY CRUEL PEOPLE CAN BE I EXPERIENCED PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ME FROM AN WHOLE DIFFERENT DIRECTION I DIDNT UNDERSTAND BECAUSE HOW COULD THESE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT ME WITH OUT KNOWING WHO I AM OR ANYTHING BUT SINCE I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO BE THE SCHOOL WHERE I WAS GOING TO BE AT UNTIL MY GRADUATION DAY I HAD TO SUCK IT ALL UP AND DEAL WITH THE HATE THE JEALOUSY THE FAKES THE DRAMA AND THE SEARCHING OF FINDING MYSELF IT WASNT AN EASY ROAD EVERY YEAR I GRADUATED TOWARDS AN HIGHER LEVEL... FRESHMEN YEAR: CONFUSED DIDNT KNOW WHOM TO TRUST NOR EXPECT OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL FASHION *BAD!* SOMOPHORE YEAR: STILL PLAYING TRADE UNTIL IT DIDNT MATTER ANYMORE AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT FROM OTHERS! JUNIOR YEAR: *OW* THAT WAS THE REVEALING OF "MOICIARA" I HAD FINALLY SHEDDED THE TYPICAL IMAGE THAT WAS HOLDING ME BACK FROM BECOMING THE PERSON I LOVE AND ADORE ABOUT MYSELF IT MADE ME PUSH MY BOUNDARIES SO I CAN BE HAPPY FOR MYSELF AND BY MYSELF I LEARNED TO TAKE LIFE WITH GRATITUDE AND BE PREPARED FOR ME AND MY FUTURE AS OF EXISTENCE OF THIS WORLD SENIOR YEAR: THE SHIT STYLE LOOK PURE "FABULOUS" AND STILL HELD MY SHIT TOGETHER BETTER THAN EVER AND STILL HOLDING THIS SHIT TOGETHER BETTER THAN EVER. NOW I HAVE BECOME ABLE TO EXPERIENCE AN GREAT DEAL OF LIFE LEARNED LESSSONS DUE TO PEOPLE, I LOVE PEOPLES BECAUSE PEOPLE MAKE YOU THEY BREAK YOU AND BUILD YOU TO CERTAIN LEVELS THAT GIVE YOU AN DIFFERENT TYPE OF PERSPECTIVE ON YOUR LIFE AND YOU AND IM STILL EXPERIENCING IT EVERYDAY I LIKE TO DEAL WITH CHALLENGES BECAUSE IT GIVES ME MORE TO DEAL WITH BUT HEY ITS LIFE. FOR THOSE WHO STILL DON'T GET WHERE IM COMING FROM WITH ALL OF THIS IM A FUCKING INTELLIGENT ASS "F.A.G" I'VE LEARN TO STAY AWAY FROM UNECESSARY COMPETITON BECAUSE "I GO IN BITCH LET HAVE!" IM A FUCKING TURNTABLE AND I LOVE IT I LOVE THE ONE'S WHO LOVE ME AND THATS WHAT MAKES ME HUMAN LOVE... ON THE SUBJECT OF LOVE... I LOVE BEING INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE MEANING SUCH AS A RELATIONSHIP NO FLINGS UGH! THATS DISGUST ME! BUT ANYWAY IM VERY ROMANTIC I LOVE LOVE AND I LOVE TO LEARN FROM IT ALL MY PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE WITH PEOPLE HAVE MADE ME HAVE AN CERTAIN UNDERSTANDING FOR IT EVERYTIME I LOVE WHEN I KNOW WHEN SOMEONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME INSIDE AND OUT AND WHEN THEY HAVE A CERTAIN OF GRATITUDE OR SELF RESPECT FOR THEMSELVES IT WORKS AN LITTLE BETTER FOR BEING IN AN RELATIONSHIP IM VERY ENGAGING AND ALSO AN BOTTOM IF YOU DIDNT KNOW THAT EITHER SO TO AVOID OTHER BOTTOMS APPLYING FOR AN MESSAGE TO ME LOL! ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN BUT ANYWAY I HAVE A CERTAIN UNDERSTAING FOR QUALIFICATIONS JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE IT MATTERS AND IT MAKES AN RELATIONSHIP WORK! Qualifications>>>> 1.COMPLETE WITH BEING HAPPY AND DONT HAVE TO FIND OTHER OUTLETS TO BE SATISIFIED. 2.KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE SIGNING UP FOR ENTERING AN RELATIONSHIP (LET GO OF EXPECTATIONS) I THINK DON'T COME WITH ANY ASSUMPTIONS THE MORE UR ABLE TO WORK THINGS OUT AND FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP. 3.IF UR FROM GARY,IN ITS AN DEAD END FIND ANOTHER PAGE TO GET AT BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE ALL THESE GARY FELLAS ARE ALL THE SAME. 4.TALK IS CHEAP I JUST WANT NOTHING TO BACK U UP WITH BUT ACTIONS! SHOW ME! AND I WILL SHOW U! 5.TALL BUT WHO CAN LOOK ME IN MY EYES AND I FEEL THAT THEY ARE TELLING ME THE TRUTH. 6.ALSO NO PREVIOUS BAGGAGE BUT TRYING TO GET WITH ME LOL! 7. HAVE AN JUST FINE DAY! XOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXO! .. ..

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